Delusions of Grandeur

 I turn 42 in a couple of days time and while it doesn't scare me, it does leave some lingering questions in my mind. 1. Will I be able to keep up with the exercising and dieting? So far it's been really good. Working from home 100% due to the pandemic has really helped me to squeeze in some exercise and counting calories has helped with keeping most of the bulge at bay. If and when I do return to the office, this is going to be tricky. By the time I get home and fix dinner and spend some family time it's bedtime or tv time or I'm too tired from running around to jump on the spot, Have got to figure this out. Honestly, going back to the office is giving me anxiety and I'm not looking forward to it.  Anyway, what does turning 42 have to do with exercising and dieting? Everything. When I hit 40, it felt like the body I knew was divorcing me leaving me with this empty vessel where my muscles once was. It took awhile to understand my body once more and I love the relati...